"One day at a time"

- Happy Valentine's Day -

As Lisa and I tried to celebrate Valentine's Day on Saturday (nevermind the miserable results), we decided to just relax tonight and treat V-Day like a normal Tuesday, which is always the best time of the week. So with mixed results, moments of joy, moments of anger, frustration, we made our way through the evening.

This stuff is complex and frustrating. It's magnified because at any moment either of us may say to hell with it. Tonight was Lisa's turn. I wasn't ready to call it though. Which is sort of funny if you think of the Seinfeld episode where George's girlfriend won't let him break up with her (which was on tonight). But we're trying to get through it all. Please keep us in your prayers. Really each of the past few days has brought new challenges, new discussions, new frustrations, and another parting with everything okay and the future looking brighter.

Lisa got me a very sweet V-Day present by the way which will have an honored spot on my wall, while I got her flowers the other day, that have since been (understandably so) thrown away. Translation: Andrew + most things dealing with Lisa in past 4 days = terribly screwed up. This is unfortunately another example. I guess I did get right watching SATC with her tonight, which I know she appreciated, but it wasn't really a feel good episode. Now, I could never screw up interrupting her sleep (briefly) and kissing her goodnight, which I will do here in a few minutes.

Again, if you care, please pray that we will have direction and we'll be able to get through this. Thank you friends. Goodnight and good luck.