It occurred to me last night as Lisa and I talked into the wee hours of the morning, that I am holding out either psychological or emotional (or perhaps a combination of both) acceptance that life is moving on in the near future. I honestly believe that this has played a part in all the stuff recently. I don't know that I'm ready (as I said either psychologically or emotionally) to graduate to get a real job get married move away add new responsibilities. I guess I wouldn't say that I'm not ready. More like I'm holding out acceptance of these things. I'm still really attracted to this life that I've grown accustomed to and I'm not dealing with moving on very successfully.
I think it doesn't help that this semester has been very stressful either. Sorry for the depressing posts. Time for bed.
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As long as you're sorry!
Depressing- I think not-more like realistic and necessary to get off your chest.
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